The Mad Spirit
Readers may know Rabindranath Tagore is near and dear to my heart. He is mentor, master, and gentle guiding spirit. Often it is his words that teach and soothe me above all others. I found the following essay, “Pagal” or “The Mad Spirit” from an earlier work Bangadarshan, which he reprinted in his book, “Of Myself”. This essay was written during his middle years, when the peace and tranquility of his early life was shattered by both his ever-increasing fame as well as the war and upheaval in the world at the time. About these lessons he further explains, “The consciousness that makes our soul know itself arises through obstacles, pulling down the walls of our habits and comfort. The consciousness that liberates us…’is a perilous path, so say the seers’”.
“I know that happiness is an everyday term, joy is something beyond that. Happiness shrinks at the slightest possibility of being touched by dust, joy rolls in the dust and shatters the walls of its separation from the cosmos. So for happiness dust is despicable, while for joy it is an adornment. Happiness is afraid lest it lose something. Joy is satisfied to distribute whatever it possesses. That is why for happiness to have nothing is to be poor, while for joy to be poor is to be rich. Happiness cautiously guards its petty ease within the limits of a system. Joy loudly proclaims its beauty within the freedom of destruction and upheaval. So it is that happiness is restricted by rules outside itself, while joy throws off restraint to create its own rules. Happiness waits expectantly for a little nectar. Joy digests without effort things of sorrow. So the inclination of happiness is merely towards the pleasant, while for joy the pleasant and the unpleasant are one and the same.
“There is a mad spirit within Creation: whatever is unthinkable or unexpected he ushers in without rhyme or reason….The god of restraining laws is trying to convert the paths of all worldly motions into circles, and this mad spirit is busy leading them astray to make spirals. This mad one in his caprice has evolved birds in the family of reptiles and man in the family of apes. There is a strenuous effort in the world at large to maintain what has been and what is; this mad one is upsetting this order and paving the way for what is not. He has no flute in his hand, the song of harmony is not his, the horn blares out, the rituals set by tradition wither away, and from nowhere an unprecedented state comes and takes its place. …
“In the monotonous triviality of our everyday life, suddenly the terrible breaks in, its wealth of flaming locks flying. This terrible one awakens as a sudden upheaval in Nature and a tremendous vice in Man. At that awakening how many happy unions have their binding torn apart, how many relationships of the heart are overturned! O Terrible One, the throbbing flame on your brow, that lights a lamp in dark homes with its spark, is the same flame at whose conflagration houses burn in the night amid the cries and wails of a thousand human beings. O Shambhu, at your dance, at your dance-steps to the right and left, great good and great evil erupt in the cosmos. A pall of mere commonness comes to hang over the world at the touch of everyday existence, and you go on tearing it and ripping it with the powerful blows of good and evil. You make the current of life throb on and on with the excitement of the unexpected, only to give expression to power in its newer and newer dance and play, and to creation in its newer and newer forms. Mad spirit, let not my timid heart shrink from taking part in your terrible jubilation. At the centre of the blood-red sky of destruction, may your third eye that is radiant as the rays of the sun illumine my heart of hearts with eternal brilliance. Dance, O mad one, dance. When luminous nebulae spanning millions and billions of miles of sky break into motion at the whirl of this dance, let not the terrible music lose its rhythm in the convulsions of fear in my heart. O conqueror of death, in all our good and evil may victory be yours.
“This whimsical god of ours – I do not mean to suggest he appears only now and again. In truth his madness is ever-present in Creation – we only catch a glimpse of it every now and then. Every day life is renewed by death, good is brightened by evil, the trivial is made precious by the unexpected. When we catch a glimpse, we witness within beauty the rising of something beyond beauty, and the awakening of freedom within bondage.”
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I’ve had maybe 6 mutual climaxes since I last posted — so in the past 4 hours.
Keep in mind that this ability is just using female formless awareness for the electrochemical or jing energy. There are 3 main energy centers in the body: electrochemical, electromagnetic and light-information.
So, if instead of having mutual climaxes, I, in turn focused my electrochemical energy so that it circulated ONLY back into my body then I would ionize the female formless awareness to a deeper level thereby creating electromagnetic fields.
When this is done you do not have to eat, nor drink water, nor sleep. Also you have telepathy, telekinesis and precognition — to start with, plus stronger healing powers.
I achieved this in 2000. I went 8 days with no food, half a glass of water and needing only 5 hours of sleep. I stopped eating because my belly was full of electromagnetic fields.
After this training I could see dead spirits, people around me freaked out from strong electromagnetic fields, I healed my mom of a serious case of smoker’s legs (so she no longer needed surgical stockings), I accidently pulled the spirit out of this old lady who asked me for a healing (no touching involved), and whenever I sat in full-lotus the whole room would spin around me (or rather my spirit was spinning as a vortex).
That was just the final stage before TRUE SAMADHI is achieved. In real samadhi the electromagnetic fields are so strong that the whole body fills with light-information. Just as in deep sleep you do not feel your body. Your spirit leaves your body.
I should state that before this occurs the top of your head becomes soft — the soft spot forms, just a s a baby’s head. In fact the whole body is so pliable that you can sit in full-lotus as long as you want.
What happens is that before a person achieves true samadhi, thereby stabilization their third eye as fully open, the person uses the paranormal powers that naturally develop as a means towards fully opening up the third eyes. When the powers are used then they have to be recharged and the person then falls back into worldliness.
Food clogs up the energy channels — since it’s electrochemical energy, not electromagnetic energy. So the teacher I trained with stayed in full-lotus in a cave for 40 days straight, no food, no water, no sleep.
I had stopped training because the electromagnetic fields were so strong. But qigong master Chunyi Lin then pointed his finger at my brain and shot blissful electromagnetic light into my pineal gland. Now there is a permanent electromagnetic bliss in my pineal gland and when I focus on it energy shoots out my forehead, causing my vagus nerve to transduce the electrochemicals of the body.
I checked for Wilhelm Reich books at the U of MN Wilson Library. Reich argued, indeed, that the vagus nerve is the secret for expansion of the nervous system. But, as Taoist Yoga (the book) teaches, it’s necessary to cleanse and purify the electrochemicals (i.e. ionize them through ultrasound meditation, aka the small universe).
After so many electrochemical internal climaxes then the energy is ionized to turn into electromagnetic fields and then into light.
If you can see light around people, at that point, then the third eye has been opened. But if you can only see light within your head, when your eyes are closed, then the energy has not been strong enough.
As the third eye opens up more then you have greater power for spirit travel, long distance healing, stronger healing, and finally to create another physical body.
If you use the 3rd Eye abilities just for electrochemical mutual climax healing then at least you can maintain your own health — since the transduction of the vagus nerve enables a full-brain circulation of energy (versus the modern left-brain dominance which is shut off from the right cerebrum, left cerebellum, parasympathetic central chakras).