Surfing the Tao

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1. drew hempel // Nov 17, 2007 at 9:30 am

   The “female” formless awareness is the “original sin” of Western, phonetic-based language.

   The Tao Te Ching states that:

   No ONE can know the Tao.

   That sums it up and yet it is the most difficult concept to accept: surrender to the female formless awareness.

   Again — what creates the “dynamic” of the Tao — (the Tao as BEYOND the dynamic of heaven (mind) and earth (body).

   All our left-brain thoughts are based on the I-thought so the logical question, no belief necessary, is to investigate the source of the I-thought.

   When we repeat I-I-I eventually the thought becomes focused into the “space between the I-thoughts” as H.W.L. Poonja states — in the amazing biography: NOTHING EVER HAPPENS by David Godman.

   Poonja or Poonjaji toured Europe looking for levels of formless awareness — he stated, again, the problem with the West is that it doesn’t have yoga.

   And so my pervert friend Beraki last night told me at the amazing Tuvan throat singing concert, in continuation of our summer debate which I had stopped a couple months ago:

   The Jews use wind as the source of consciousness but space is better because it can be invisible.

   He spent the summers of his youth in a Ethiopian Orthodox Monastery where apparently he was sexually abused, as his consciousness is now permanently focused in his lower chakras. I’ve infer this based on literally day to day interaction with Beraki as I sat in full-lotus with him all last summer, intrigued by his ostracized status: He’s been kicked out of a couple cafes already for his aberrant behavior — making public masturbation gestures, for one.

   This ancient huge wing of the Church of the East, the Ethiopian Orthodox Church, also lacks yoga but it has strong semitic ties and hence Beraki’s anti-semitic focus.

   I detail the structural cause of this anti-semitism in my masters thesis, on the shokar, and also in one of my old blogs about literacy, Kafka — http://drewhempel.gnn.tv.

   A Kafka specialist now sources my work on his website and quotes me in a couple of his essays.

   So the M.C. for the Tuvan throat singing last night stated he teaches “sound healing.” I spent the whole concert in full-lotus. Beraki had too much of an ego to listen that much, especially after I pointed out to him that in Western logic space is “contained” through logarithmic mathematics, starting with the Brahmin cipher system and the logarithmics of the Babylonians. Therefore “space” is not invisible.

   Anyway when the M.C. Steve Sklar walked by I had to be quick:

   “You know about the small universe or microcosmic orbit?” I sprang at him.

   “You mean the small universe in qigong? Yes!” Steve Sklar responds.

   I then proceed to connect it to harmonics and he states that he thinks he’s met me before (which he hasn’t but I just shrug it off). Then I literally give a one minute spiel encapsulating the jist of my whole philosophy.

   He states: “That’s really interesting. Please send me your research” and he gives me his card.

   http://www.khoomei.com.

   So I sent him an email this morning.

   It was a sublime concert and after Beraki left the female to my right moved closer to me after we had a brief conversation which she initiated by talking about how her knees needed healing. I was shooting energy into her eyes.

   I focused on her knees and amazingly I could see yellow light around her whole leg.

   Then this young pretty lady sat to my left and immediately crossed her legs, bouncing them strongly.

   I call this “priming the pump” as first discussed on my old blog: http://drewhempel.gnn.tv

   So my yang light-bliss immediately went into her, with my sex organ standing up. But since I had already had several strong mutual climaxes yesterday after this the energy just became a steady flow.

   When I finally got home by 10:30 pm, biking across town, my legs were quite sore so I did standing meditation starting at 11 pm, based on the “yan xin secret” principle — the article that launched so much enquiry into my research at http://mind-energy.net.

   Then I did sitting meditation and the light-bliss sent my brain cracking as further channels opened up. It was overwhelming with magnetic pressure.

   As for the Michael Prescott “ban” — I stated that he wanted to ban me before precisely because I had challenged his “history of christ” channelling post. He listed a bunch of “scholars” in reaction to my information and I went to the library, pulled out their books, quoted from them and demonstrated that their arguments were logically specious. You can still read that analysis.

   He was then forced to “reverse” his ban (which by the way technically doesn’t stop me from posting, as I don’t have my own computer).

   But Michael Prescott, as is the common problem in the West, continues to focus on just the “mind” or conceptual analysis without the “direct perception” approach of harmonizing heaven (mind) and earth (body).

   The mind on it’s own is very weak — so males especially — need to transform the sex hormones via the vagus nerve to create oxytocin and as the ionization continues it turns into electromagnetic fields which are then strong enough to overcome the reversal of generative force which causes loss of vitality.

   As Marx and Engels stated — the original class is gender and so it is the male who refuses to believe that Nature is inherently female, as was well known for 90% of human history: matrifocal societies. The male in biology is a superficial addition while most of nature uses parthenogenesis secretly guided by the female formless awareness.

   Sound-pictures are the way in which ecology organizes complex social behavior, as Ken Norris discovered in his “sensory integration system” dolphin research.

   The sound-picture communication is faster than the reflex of any individual organism within the kin network of the system — as has been proven with birds flying in flocks.

   Psychologist Howard Bloom emphasizes that only sound can not be located in any one place in the body-mind with a source of perception. Sound transcends the body-mind through the natural transduction of overtones but this process has a source.

   This source was the focus of Sri Ramana Maharshi who was considered the avatar of Shiva. While Maharshi, like Guenon, relied on the left-brain logic which is gender neutral, Shiva surrenders himself to the Goddess Kali — time as a spiral, not as a linear, logical line.

   This is the critical question I asked Beraki: Why does Plato state “time is the image of eternity?” He responds: Because time is our being.

   I state: How can time be something we see — time is something we listen to and this is why Plato was teaching freemasonry.

   Kurt Godel also figured out this secret when he tells Rudy Rucker:

   Time travel is possible because the person does not DESIRE to change the future.

   So “desire” — the yin-yang dynamic — must be “emptied out” into the female formless awareness in order to time-travel to be possible. It’s the female formless awareness that guides the DESIRE — the complimentary opposite natural harmonics.

   As the Buddha taught, stating that the inner ear method was the best (read Charles Luk, “Secrets of Chinese Meditation”):

   Ignorance is Suffering.

   Desire causes Ignorance.

   Meditation ends desire to enable contact with the truth of reality:

   Empty awareness.

   Well diet is definitely a very important issue but it needs to be understood in the context of science as driven by the “commodity fetish.” Poor people and everyone else eat at Fast Food restaurants because the West requires lots of iron-based testosterone so that males can be recharged to satisfy the increased focus on cheap materialist sex as the symbol of success.

   Or we can hang out with a bunch of repressed whites kissing ass to “climb the ladder,” thereby projecting their oppression — in posh organic eateries, that fly in organic tomatoes from across the country.

   The real question is why was Hitler a vegetarian who ranted against animal torture — like so many of today’s suburban-based activists?

   There’s a long history of this in India where the caste system is strongly based on diet.

   If I could essentially be paid (like a Brahmin priest) to not have to do strenuous physical exercise, to be able to not have any interaction with females (so that I can sublimate all my sexual energy — to “spiritualize” my own body), etc. then vegetarianism would be ideal.

   We can see that this is OBVIOUSLY based on a FEAR of women stealing the male power and the pragmatic answer, in stark contrast, to having the energy “stolen,” is for the working class male (and female) to load up on cheap high levels of testosterone and concentrated iron calories.

   A real “spiritual” person therefore is a “specialist” — someone who is committed to meditation enough so that not only can they keep the yin-yang channels open of the body (specifically collecting yin through the lower half of the body while scattering yang through the 3rd eye), but also the person can build up their energy within the body to reach

   “deeper levels” of female formless awareness.

   Keep in mind that 90% of human history was NOT vegetarian where 90% of the males were shamanic healers of advanced ability (seeing inside people’s bodies). This is the Bushmen culture.

   So we can see that this paradox of “spiritual” food — the whole new focus on say BIODYNAMIC FARMING or say — FANCY MONASTERY RETREATS WITH ORGANIC FEASTS (see the new book edited by Mike Davis, verso) –

   is to NOT UNDERSTAND THAT THE REAL REVOLUTION IS ALWAYS ALREADY AS FEMALE FORMLESS AWARENESS BEYOND ENERGY AND MATTER, BEYOND SPACE AND TIME.

   Yes there is SUPPOSED to be an existential shock about the formless awareness being FEMALE. All of reality is gendered. As Pythagoras taught — the One is Male but is not a Number because we can’t say where it starts, yet if we investigate its source through silence then it’s FEMALE as formless awareness or what Pythagoreans called:

   HARMONIA (The Goddess as formless awareness).

   So we are taught Pythagoras’ motto was “All is Number” — that’s the Freemasonic lie.

   In fact Pythagoras taught:

   ALL IS NUMBER AND HARMONY.

   I make this same critique of Zizek in my masters thesis. He assumes that “New Age ecological harmony” — and he did read an early version of my masters thesis, stating it was “fascinating” — is FAKE.

   But, again, Zizek does not realize that “harmony” is ONLY the female formless awareness.

   Here is the critical phrase from Guenon that quoted:

   “in fact, there can be properly speaking no question of yin and yang except in relation to the manifested world.”

   So I’m not talking about yin and yang — but the THIRD dynamic, as Gurdjieff emphasizes that is always left out in the West. As Pythagoras taught: The Two is female as matter and as it resonates to three, the first male number as matter, so the first ratio of creation exists as 666 — the infinite resonance of yang or 2:3. This resonates through the same complimentary opposite that was the source of the One as the I-thought — the Female formless awareness, then creating 3:4 as yin. The Female Formless Awareness is the SOURCE.

   So again “one” is not a number, just as “I” does not signify anything, as detailed in Dan Zahavi’s recent book: “Self-Awareness and Alterity.”

   But the crucial connection between the two (number and phonetic language) is that when we listen to the source of the I-thought, the process resonates as complimentary opposites so that the “tai-chi waveform” is beyond frequency or amplitude — there is a direct resonance through this complimentary opposite waveform as the sine-wave of the symbol (consciousness or the One of the I-thought) connecting to the circle of the symbol (the Wu Chi or the female formless awareness).

   To put it as a right-brain symbol is to easily make the mistake of slipping back into symmetric-based phonetic analysis that also uses right-brain geometry. Female formless awareness can not be visualized — it is a process of listening to something that is neither inside nor outside, neither space nor time, etc.

   So again it’s best to understand yin and yang as harmonic ratios, which they are specifically known to be: the Perfect 5th and 4th as 2:3 or Yang and 3:4 or Yin, respectively. This is the main discovery of my masters thesis.

   To put this understanding to practice is to utilize Tai-Chi, the Small Universe practice and most importantly the full-lotus.

   Now to answer the question that I previously answered indirectly but was not understood:

   Do I “endorse” Mantak Chia’s statement that Taoist paranormal healing compliments the advances in technology.

   I neither endorse nor reject it because my masters thesis makes the same argument: the convergence of nonwestern paranormal healing, modelled by harmonics with the cutting edge of technology: quantum chaos.

   What my more recent and more radical blogbook shows is that the progression of quantum chaos science causes increased DISHARMONY because of this “rotten root” in the foundation of the logic — the concept that we can “contain” infinity through symmetrical geometry, using phonetic logic, with it’s origins in the “symbolic revolution” of plow-based BRAHMIN or GOD (from the Indo-European word GOTT meaning BULL) farming.

   Again the concept that we can “contain” infinity through the “symmetrical” symbol of the Tai-Chi or Two-beings is WRONG.

   So while the two go in opposite directions (logarithmic-based science and complimentary opposite-based paranormal healing) they still meet “back” in the female formless awareness.

   Science states that Nature is asymmetric while math is symmetrical while nonwestern paranormal healing states that Nature is harmony (beyond symmetry or asymmetry) while the means to understand this is asymmetric resonance or complimentary opposites.

   The problem is that science is a byproduct of Nature with science based on the illusion of symmetry (in contrast to Nature) which in turn creates disharmony, as a repressed psychological progression. When I state Nature I mean FEMALE FORMLESS AWARENESS as “eternal nature.”

   Science is driven by DESIRE and therefore Swami Vivekananda, the yogi and Freemason, was correct when he called science: The External Path.

   Science is tantra because technology is dirty, lowly and based on improper logic yet it “works” through the commodity fetish. Science is not based on direct inference or direct perception but instead on indirect and incomplete “proof by contradiction” through empirical deduction, a contrived “dualistic” logic that “contains” infinity.

   The book I referred to edited by Mike Davis is called “Evil Paradises” published by New Press, NOT Verso. The chapter I referred to on the new trend of chic monastery retreats - booked a year in advance with posh, organic settings is by Professor Sara Lipton who specializes in the very issue I focused on in my post:

   Sara Lipton, Associate Professor

   Ph.D., Yale University, 1991
   Research Interests:

   My work focuses on religious identity and experience, Jewish-Christian relations, and art and culture in the high Middle Ages (11th-14th centuries). I am currently working on two projects. The first, to be published by Metropolitan Books in 2007, examines how changing concepts of vision and witness in medieval Christian society intersected with the visual representation of the Jew. The second, entitled Art, Preaching, and Piety in the High Middle Ages (1150-1300) seeks to understand why and to what effect Christendom invested so much in worshiping the ineffable Word through the material thing.

   OK here’s some further clarification. As I stated before about time: converging series, according to Freemasonic NeoPlatonism (Bucky Fuller) are continuous. So when we think of the Tai-Chi symbol as the Tao this is the same as thinking of the time-spiral as converging to an enclosed form of infinity. It’s Freemasonry.

   Left-brain logic uses “tense logic” for time paradoxes but without those further attempts to “contain” infinity left-brain logic just does away with time altogether.

   What this leads to is the current neuroscience obsession with mirror neurons in Broca’s Area — the left-brain language cult. Mirror neurons argue that language is intrinsically linked to gestures of other people that are then imitated by the person — with the right-hand being dominant.

   So gesture and vocalization are tied together.

   BTW Stan Gooch’s letter arrived last night and his new book is to be published next May: The Neanderthal Legacy: Our genetic and cultural heritage.

   Neanderthal’s may have talked but they didn’t have a right-angled throat, like humans — and I’ve stated before this is the first geometric “containment” of infinity through left-brain language dominance.

   Primates, besides humans, use ANALOG communication which in fact, as sound DIVERGES as continuity — diverges to

   FEMALE FORMLESS AWARENESS.

   The Wen-Tzu is considered Lao Tzu’s companion book to the Tao Te Ching and the Wen-Tzu states:

   “THE SUBSTANCE OF THE TAO IS NON-BEING.”

   Again the Tao is not any “two-being” as a symbol.

   This is not “conceptual” as some might contend — rather if you can’t sit in full-lotus for two hours straight with the yin-yang energy freely cycling so that you can see light around people, created from electromagnetic bliss — then you have not understood the Tao.

2. Marcus // Nov 17, 2007 at 11:25 am

   Drew, I maybe totally wrong here, and my memory is terrible. But did you used to post at GNN?

3. drew hempel // Nov 17, 2007 at 12:01 pm

   Oh yes and I post on several forums with mutually interactive responses, as follows. For further info my new blogbook is http://mothershiplanding.blogspot.com — if you’re still at http://gnn.tv please spread the word! Thanks.

   I think you’re referring to psychic “mutual climaxes.” That’s not orgasm counting — at least not male orgasm counting. I’ve found that 3 is the limit for public psychic mutual climaxes because the third one creates a fairly strong physical reaction — total body shiver for example, through arching the back — releasing all the internal stress. I’ve seen that 3 times and twice I’ve seen females actually begin to physically stimulate themselves with their hands while I was sitting in full-lotus near them (both of them college students). Usually the physical language based on the psychic mutual climax is more subtle and usually two climaxes is enough because the third would be too intense for a public environment.

   I’ve found that in more intimate settings the psychic mutual climax causes intense heat in the heart chakra, after about 5 climaxes, and then creates strong electromagnetic fields.

   The key is not to eat food because food converts the electromagnetic paranormal healing energy back into electrochemical energy.

   I’ve stopped counting psychic mutual climaxes after realizing these generalized dynamics and I start to see light around people’s heads if I eat just a light meal a day, while sitting in full-lotus with lots of yin recipients around me.

   If I stayed in my room then the yin source would be the lower half of my body, while my eyes are closed, with the palms facing my stomach, receiving the yang bliss-light shooting out of my forehead. Or possibly the same dynamic while standing with legs bent.

   Usually I just shoot the yang bliss-light into the females at the free food kitchen where I might have lunch or in the fast food joints where I hang out — or in the cafes — or at work — etc.

   I shoot the yang bliss-light into males as well but, as I’ve stated, when they get charged up enough then they just convert that energy back into generative fluid that dissipates their electromagnetic paranormal healing from the bliss-light. This is because of the left-brain patriarchal right-hand projection of repression lower emotions as oppression.

   So this is why I’m correcting your claim of “counting orgasms” — psychic mutual climax is the sending of yang light-bliss into a yin electrochemical source and if that source is female then it remains internalized, as the ability to send the yang light-bliss by the male relies on using the female internal climax, via the right-side vagus nerve.

   All the best,